February 2012
2 posts
January 2012
2 posts
December 2011
8 posts
Never Let Me Go
Saddest movie ever. Now I am going to go die.
November 2011
11 posts
I want to know you. All of you. I want to know you better than I know myself. I want us to become one.
I want your sandman boogers in the morning.
I want your smelly hair at the end of the day.
I want your endlessly blue eyes.
I want your skin.
I want your pain.
I want your tears.
I want your past.
I want your love.
I want to exist aimlessly with you.
Simply, I want us.
-2 Square Moon - Mercury
He is happy in his imaginary world and thus is happy...
– Perfect. What I needed exactly is reassurance of my ever so withering future. Yay!
Neptune in VI
He is more prone than most to the bad influence of alcohol,...
nefariousnelson:
“You’re really doing it. You’re shittin in the street.”
Desolate reality.
Help me universe, as I only fall in love with the intangible. How this feeling has come about I can not explain, but its one that can not be ignored. I feel it. I feel the “it.” This feeling of undeniable bliss is one I never want to let fade into the desolate background of my inescapable mind. Ive always wondered what it would feel like to want to give all of yourself to another human...
October 2011
12 posts
Im writing a paper on how Hamlet has Aspergers:)
“Hamlet”, as a work which stands up to much interpretation and scrutiny, leaves a broad gap left to interpret as one sees fit. Hamlet can be observed often throughout the text introverting into himself trying to justify his feeling of seclusion and loneliness. Being lost in his own mind, he misconstrues other people’s emotional appeals, leaving him to have difficulty relating to...
BEST FRIENDS EVER / MY BIRTHDAY
mindguru:
All I want is someone who will be lonely with me.
– Someone to exist with me.
surrogate.
I feel like I am merely a surrogate to a boy who doesn’t exist anymore. The remains of what once filled this empty sac of flesh and bones. It’s as if I am waiting for something, but I have nothing to wait for. I am a zombie politely shaking its head to everyone around it, doing” Just fine.”
I have worked so hard to be able to finally exist in my own being without feeling...
1 tag
I wish I wasn’t so socially confused.
– help me understand.
September 2011
5 posts
Gail Mazur (1937)
Desire It was a kind of torture—waiting to be kissed. A dark car parked away from the street lamp, away from our house where my tall father would wait, his face visible at a pane high in the front door. Was my mother always asleep? A boy reached for me, I leaned eagerly into him, soon the windshield was steaming. Midnight. A neighbor’s bedroom light goes on, then off. The street is...
You know those people who you really like, but you can’t tell if their...
August 2011
57 posts
I just wanted you to know that I think you are brilliant, and I adore your blog.
takeafuckingflight asked: Happy Birthday :)
I’m always trying to do something else, trying to find something else, trying to...
– Yohji Yamamoto (via awdoll)
Definition of my artistic struggle.
Hell, everyones struggle.